iAppreciate.

Yup I appreciate what comes my way and reality is always ugly. U don’t always get everything you want… but life is a game, u have to work hard for what you want even if you don’t get the result be grateful that U at least have chance to try

In about 2 more weeks I will be officially ORD! well, the excitement is getting dimmer cause now that i’m clearing Lve / Off it already feel like i’m ORD-ed and honestly my vision is still blur cause I have not settle down yet, thou i’m doing good at the moment but I believe it can be better.

Watched many movies this month, some were bad and some were terrible (why do I even choose it?) but some were EXCELLENT! I narrow down to 3 of them! and they are………………….

#1 – My Sister’s Keeper


#2 – Julie & Julia

#3 – 500 days of Summer

I tears when I watched My Sister’s Keeper and I in my memory the last time I tears so badly is with Titanic (OMG that’s a classic film isn’t it) therefore I’m very happy after the show cause another good film touched me! It was so good that I’m gonna buy the DVD just like what I did after watching Titanic and FYI last time the technology only have LD (laser disc) and it was quite expensive I spend abt $80 on it.

One of the reason I like J&J is because of Meryl Streep and it all started from Devil wears Prada and follow by Mamma Mia! then Doubt and now Julie & Julia =) She’s good and this film was quite different… it makes me wanna COOK as well lol =)

500 days is simply the Sweet Romantic Story but I think mainly is the Casting, especially the male & female lead and I like the way they edit the film. Instead of going day by day they bring you to back and throw u back to the beginning and U jus want to continue to find out more. It’s quite interesting I must say.

Check out the trailer of My Sister’s Keeper.

a little here and there.

Monday Oct 19, another start of the week… past few days had been a mixture of happy, excited, satisfied and sad. Grateful to all the things that fall in place for me and with support from friends I got the extra motivation to do my best.

Attended a wake recently, one of my operator’s mother passed away. Thou this not the first time i attended a wake but maybe i’m older now that’s why there’s more impact on me. Life can be so short and full of surprises. I can’t help it but to think one day my loves one will go (esp my parent) so how will I cope with it? Am I doing my best now to bring joy and peace to their life while they still around? Is funny that I only type all this in my blog & diary but never have I tell them face to face that I care & love them so much. Maybe is the practice since young… my family don’t express much (typical S’porean style?) unlike the western they kiss & hug to express their love to the family members.

Well, all I want to say is I love you guys so much. I may not be the best son in the world but both of you are the best parent in my life!

Thanks to Qian Ni for taking this pic during CLEO Rocks @ Zirca (yah, this was a girlfriend t-shirt outfit by Dusty) . It was a very good experience modelling with all these professional models who come all over the world. Some of them shared their experience being in runway for brand like LV & Prada. which I’ll never reach there haha… but it feels great to work with these model. I get to learnt from them as well..

Didn’t take much pics as we were all busy but managed to squeeze 2 pics in haha.

That’s all folks!

a dark fear

COCO before CHANEL

“Coco Before Chanel is the story of Gabrielle “Coco” Chanel, who began her life as headstrong orphan, and through an extraordinary journey became the legendary couturier who embodied the modern woman and became a timeless symbol of success, freedom and style. The film portrays the formative years of Chanel’s life, the years of Chanel spent discovering and inventing herself.”

Caught this movie a week ago. basically this a life story of Gabrielle Chanel, known as Coco, before she became famous. Enjoyed this movie especially with the French language it makes it sound so nice. True Story is always the best but on the other hand. it always come with a sad ending too. If you read her biography, you will have known that after her mother’s death, she was put in an orphanage by her father who worked as a peddler. She was raised by nuns who taught her how to sew—a skill that would lead to her life’s work.

This movie also gave me a glimpse of the era back in late 80s and early 90s. The clothes, dress they put on themselve and how accessories like feathers that differentiate their “level” back in their era/society. Is quite interesting and fun to see Gabrielle Chanel having her own style which is totally different and maybe to the rest back then, it was just unacceptable. I love her confidence and admire peoples with such confidence and able to make decision without others influence. Sometimes, I hope to have such courage when i’m put to make a decision. I may seem confident but still lacking somehow.

About AUDREY TAUTOU, actually I never heard of her before till this movie but hey she was famous and it was said that she stars in all the Great Movie and of cause her acting is good! Will start to dig out all her past movies.

Another 50++ days and I’m stepping out to face the world and finally can start doing things I like but there’s like a dark fear inside me cause I never know how things will turn out. I’m not worried about finding a job but is the right job which i’m worried about. I do not wish to stuck at a career which I don’t enjoy and live my life like how the majority did. I want to be different and take control of what I want. Is as simple as that isn’t it? =)

why does ORD seem so near yet so far?
I want to be FREE. you hear me?

haha. cheers!

Lian Ai Da Guo Tian

This not a new movie but jus finish watching it. The feeling of this movie is so real or is it just the good acting?
Some scenes look so familiar and yes I’ve been thru that before… the moment of finding love… and when you know you found the right one, the kind of joy… you smile stupidly anywhere anytime… there’s also moment where you doubt yourself if you be able to match up with her… be it education, financial, ability, family culture… is funny that sometime you do think too much and doubt yourself and I did it before. but end of the day, I ask myself what will I do without her? can I still move on?

you will have your ans
Haven’t really look at myself in the picture and surprise to see how old i am now…….. *CRY*** lolxxx

5 yrs back…. ITE time… haha

4 yrs back. 2nd studio shot. 1st one was ultra horrible lolx

3 yrs back… @ Ngee Ann city Food Court haha Still remember…

Start of BMT!!!! that’s like last yr Jan.
Philip came to send me off to TEKONG! no la Pasir Ris interchange only.

NOW!!!
time flies isn’t it?

LIFE in 3DA!

Jus wanna post this PIC, afterall we are still struggling together. haha… thou some of us might not be as happy as before… what to do? just suck it up! Army vs Society, someone ever told me.. if you can’t survive in Army what makes you think that you can survive in the society. All it take is that attitude in YOU!

I dunno how to judge my own attitude but what i know is i’m no longer bother of what others think. Just dun like to be affected when anyone made a comment whether is it on me, my battery or even my unit. I think I will feel happier that way.

LIFE in 3DA! Actually i have no comment. Really whether is gd or bad, happy or not, it doesn’t matter. Afterall it’s just a learning cycle, to see how others behave and witness the SHIT flying around. Just pray hard it won’t smash right into your face. You can smell like shit the whole day but guess what? no one care! haha just SMILE and look forward to the weekend BUT if your Weekend is filled with duty, just give a bigger SMILE and look forward to the Next Weekend!

LG = Life’s Good!
okay abit random, cause family juz bought a new LG’s 42″Plasma TV! Damn SOLID!