weekend duty

What a lovely Saturday and i’m staying in camp to to safe guard our national sky… in another word

“Kena Weekend Duty Lah”

Ok, it may seem as if i’m complaining but well i’m not… cause this just something everyone have to do and it just happened to be my turn… and yes i’m serious here! no joking, all real!

Just watched this movie “Erin Brockovich” starring Julia Roberts. A film done in 2000. Oh no, I should have realised it earlier cause this is a piece of awesome work! Haha… this film is so going to be in my FAVOURITE MOVIES list. For those who never heard of it, maybe it’s time to start visit some vide rental stall or buy this film.

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Julia Roberts as Erin Brockovich

r166045_616349Erin Brockovich herself

Recently have quite alot of thoughts… especially when ORD is coming along. Guess it’s time to start thinking what am i going to do… Life in army is simple yet there still lots of shit I need to handle, maybe it’s fair cause everyone handle the same amount if shit but sometime I just hope to have a little space to vent my anger out. It’s tired doing things to make it perfect but you know it’s imperfect in the first place.

People judge! They don’t remember the good things you have done but the bad things you have made. I’m sure I should have know this long ago but I guess i’m just too stubborn to learnt. Can i use the word unfair to describe how this reality has proven me?

I love being alone and sometime I think I’m a introvert!

Definition: Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.

Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to “recharge.”

When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.

Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations. However, those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.about.com

errr. not totally true as to what the definition stated but I still enjoy times of my own!

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4 thoughts on “weekend duty

  1. haha. i understand buddy.

    but nvm la ah…just take things in their stride and do your best. there are always ppl around that you can count on right!

    you guarding our skies by sitting in my office blogging…very nice =D

  2. I was googling on how to buy ayumi’s concert ticket and it led me to here. I’m a little fan of ayu too! lol! Hello fellow ayu fan! And I love being alone too ( I thought there’s nobody else like me so I’m surprise!), love that “I can do whatever I want to do and wherever I want to go” kind of feeling when being alone, The peace and serenity….

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