rise&set

浜崎あゆみ

Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~

Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~

ayu new single.

Son Dambi | 손담비

Saturday Night

check out this retro song which just release early this year.
The dance remind me of Wonder Girl’s Nobody.

Few more months to go. Hang on there!!! What next after ORD???
I’m planning for a Tokyo Trip after ORD so would love to receive some input if you have any.
Hotel wise, choosing between Metropolitan and Keio Plaza any comment???

Is my first time and i’m so looking forward to it cause tokyo has always be my #1 country which I want to visit.  Sadly, i’m not able to get any Ayumi concert ticket cause is always sold out and so far there’s no reseller in other country. I even went to ask Sistic (lolx) and not only it’s hard to get, it cost alot too… range from S$800 onwards.

If only she held her concert in SG! I will throw in all my $ and buy the ticket. hahaha… okie sound abit scary, well i’m just a little fan of her =)

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weekend duty

What a lovely Saturday and i’m staying in camp to to safe guard our national sky… in another word

“Kena Weekend Duty Lah”

Ok, it may seem as if i’m complaining but well i’m not… cause this just something everyone have to do and it just happened to be my turn… and yes i’m serious here! no joking, all real!

Just watched this movie “Erin Brockovich” starring Julia Roberts. A film done in 2000. Oh no, I should have realised it earlier cause this is a piece of awesome work! Haha… this film is so going to be in my FAVOURITE MOVIES list. For those who never heard of it, maybe it’s time to start visit some vide rental stall or buy this film.

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Julia Roberts as Erin Brockovich

r166045_616349Erin Brockovich herself

Recently have quite alot of thoughts… especially when ORD is coming along. Guess it’s time to start thinking what am i going to do… Life in army is simple yet there still lots of shit I need to handle, maybe it’s fair cause everyone handle the same amount if shit but sometime I just hope to have a little space to vent my anger out. It’s tired doing things to make it perfect but you know it’s imperfect in the first place.

People judge! They don’t remember the good things you have done but the bad things you have made. I’m sure I should have know this long ago but I guess i’m just too stubborn to learnt. Can i use the word unfair to describe how this reality has proven me?

I love being alone and sometime I think I’m a introvert!

Definition: Contrary to what most people think, an introvert is not simply a person who is shy. In fact, being shy has little to do with being an introvert! Shyness has an element of apprehension, nervousness and anxiety, and while an introvert may also be shy, introversion itself is not shyness. Basically, an introvert is a person who is energized by being alone and whose energy is drained by being around other people.

Introverts are more concerned with the inner world of the mind. They enjoy thinking, exploring their thoughts and feelings. They often avoid social situations because being around people drains their energy. This is true even if they have good social skills. After being with people for any length of time, such as at a party, they need time alone to “recharge.”

When introverts want to be alone, it is not, by itself, a sign of depression. It means that they either need to regain their energy from being around people or that they simply want the time to be with their own thoughts. Being with people, even people they like and are comfortable with, can prevent them from their desire to be quietly introspective.

Being introspective, though, does not mean that an introvert never has conversations. However, those conversations are generally about ideas and concepts, not about what they consider the trivial matters of social small talk.about.com

errr. not totally true as to what the definition stated but I still enjoy times of my own!

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Ayumi Hamasaki – Days

Romaji Lyrics:

Nanigenaku kawashiteru
kotoba no hitotsu hitotsu ga
bokuni tottewa totemo
daijina takaramono

dakedo jibunndemonandaka
hazukashiikuraidakara
kimiga shittara kitto
warawarechaudarou

aitakute aitakute semete koega kikitakute
youmonaku denwa shitari

kimiga iru soredakede
kokoro ga totemo atatakakunaru
bokuno negaiwa
tatta hitotsudake

sonna fuuni itsumademo
kimiwo sukina mamade iteiidesuka?

Taisetsuna hitoga iru
kotowa mou zutto maekara shitteiruyo
datte egaoga kagayaiteru

setsunakute setsunakute
munega gyutto naruyorumo
tashikanine arukeredo

kimi wo omou soredakede
kokorowa ikiru imi wo motsukara
nanikawo motometeiru wakejyanakute
tada konna fuu ni
itsumademo
kimino sukina boku de iteii desuka?

Aitakute aitakute
semete koega kikitakute
youmo naku denwashitari

Kimiga iru soredakede
kokoroga totemo
atatakakunaru
bokuno negaiwa
tatta hitotsudake
kimiwo sukina mamade isasete

Kimi wo omou
soredakede
kokorowa ikiru imiwo motsukara
Nanika wo motometeru wakejyanaku
tada konna fuuni itsumademo

Kimi wo sukina bokude
iteiidesuka?

Translation Lyrics:

Each one of the words
you nonchalantly speak
to me are all
a very precious treasure

But even I find that
embarrassing
so surely if you knew this
you would laugh

Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

Just by you being there
my heart becomes really warm
And my wish
is only one
Is it ok if I keeep
loving you this way?

You have someone special already
I’ve known that for a while
because your smile is shining so

It is painful, so painful
and my chest feels crushed but
It is certainly there

Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it’s not like I’m expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay loving you like this?

Wanting to see you, wanting to see you
or at least to listen to your voice
So without having any reason, I call you

Just by you being there
my heart becomes really warm
My wish is only one
please let me keep loving you

Just by thinking about you
my heart finds a reason to live
so it’s not like I’m expecting something
just to know if it is ok
if I stay loving you like this?